Christian literature

so im trying to write a book, and have been for quite some time now. im struggling with trying to keep it "pc" (perfectly Christian) and still purvey realistically the depths of my emotions. i want to keep the book as close to what actually happened (verbally, physically, spiritually) as possible, but i wasnt really walking close with God at the time and said/did things i am not proud of. im going to go ahead and put the inappropriately vulgar language and activities in the manuscript, though, im not sure how much support/understanding/acceptance its going to get.

but am i really writing it for the acceptance of others? i dont think so. when i was convicted to go ahead with this project it was mainly to help other brothers and sisters in Christ be encouraged by what Jesus has walked with me through. so in the words of my friend mark cuban, "|=|_| [ |< it."